WorkingHard&LivingHappily

“我们大部分时间都是在索取，喝杯水，吃一碗饭，虽然我都为此付了钱，劳动换钱，再用来钱来买东西。可是，劳动--钱--某种东西，这只是人们创造的一个游戏，世界只是任由我们在玩这个游戏而已。其实每一样东西，都是世界原来的，和我们人类是否出现无关。在这样想之后，我就觉得，经常我们编织了很多理由来进行索取，我们不要太过于理直气壮要求世界和他人怎么样。。。。。。”

——抄来的。

• 你是我的一面镜子
• 让我在思念和凝视中变得认真

21岁的小伙子唐佳离开职来职往舞台之前问李响：我能和你拥抱一下吗？李响说：好的，谢谢你。

我也想要啊，一个拥抱。

我有了一个八零后的新偶像，P&G的陈默，每次在电视上看到他都觉得很愉快很安静很智慧。小P孩儿真不简单。

我不能妄自揣测老天爷的意图！停！

我错了！我辜负了您的好意！

圣人非与所嘻也，寡人反取病焉。

后生可畏。我怎么那么开不起玩笑呢！

昨晚，跟P闲聊……

• P突然对我说：你人生观有问题。
• 我：为什么？
• P：你患得患失。

瞬间，我开始重新打量眼前的这个男人——这么多年了头一次，我在P身上找到了所谓的安全感。

一知半解比无知可怕的多，偏偏我总是一知半解，太折磨人了。

为什么不去想？

在听宫崎骏的天宫之城，我可爱的音乐盒。是某个冬天我送给自己的礼物。好久没听了。听起来~！

整理文件夹，允许文件重复。

数日来午饭后心跳加快，100下左右。

下午吃了乳酪蛋糕，后背立刻发热。10分钟后好转。

It takes a strong man to save himself, and a great man to save another.

How could I be a strong woman?

How to save myself？

How?

How?

Focus!

How to focus?

I don't know. Just focus.

I once saw an American movie titled WHEN A MAN LOVES A WOMEN. I can't remember the characters' names. So I just call the leading lady Ann, and her husband Tom. It was the last part which impressed me most.

Ann stood on the stage telling the audience her story with great regret. She said, " I drunk too much. My husband tried his best to help me, but I refused. On the contary, I complained he's a coward. He knew nothing and what he'd done was just to disturb me."  Tears burst into Ann's eyes, "But in my deepest heart I love him. I pushed him away, because I was afraid that he would never love me if he found I was so fragile and weak inside." Ann stopped for a while, and then she raised her head, "I prepared for the speech seriously and I invited him to come. But it's too late. My husband will leave me tomorrow. I've paid too much for excessive drinking." Ann finished her lecture and gave the audience a beautiful smile, but still with tears in her eyes.

Everyone congratulated Ann for her touching speech. An old lady said to her, " I am very moved by your speech."

"Me too," a simple and honest voice came up among the people. It was Ann's husband, Tom. He said with his eyes fixed on Ann's, "My wife was also a drinker. She has thousands of different kinds of charming smiles. I've tried everything I could to help her, but I failed and am inclined to give up. While now I realize that there is one most important thing that I always forgot. That is to listen. I should have listened to her voice for her heart with all of my soul. And that is the only solution!"

At these words Ann broke through the people and stood in front of Tom. They hugged together......

I was very impressed by the last scene of the film, especially the word " listen ". In Chinese we have a very close or even more perfect word for it——“倾听”（qingting）, means to listen by heart. After seeing the film I alwasy listen to my parents' , my brother's and my friends' problems carefully, and I understand them much better than before. We live in harmony. I learned a lot from the film.

整理东西的时候发现这篇作文，手写的，我要送给P个做纪念。老师给我这篇作文的评价是：Very good~ 那时我还有一个火辣辣的英文名字：Summer——不爽，还是现在的ivy好。

轻松的人生

今天下午去看王大夫，给我开了草药。

王大夫告诉我不要焦虑，我说我不焦虑啊~！王大夫说：焦不焦虑你自己不知道啊？——于是无数个画面开始在我脑子里过电影，包括昨天一晚上的纠结……于是我点头如捣蒜~

哈哈，下午回到公司，瞬间又想起王大夫的话——“焦不焦虑你自己不知道啊？”——burst into laughing... ...哈哈，王大夫真棒，我卑服地~！

嗯，继续修炼。

上上礼拜六上完瑜伽课到家已经晚上十点多，进门之后发现枕头上的pleasant surprise: 一个橘红色方盒子，还用彩色丝带扎了一朵漂亮的小花……

P个也不看我惊讶的表情，我问他为什么，他说不为什么；我说你送我礼物从来没有包装过，他说这个包装是免费的……

追问无果，野蛮拆看，原来是一盒Guylian巧克力……切，还他一个不屑的表情！

——刚才吃掉了最后一颗，纪念一下P个这个毫无来头的举动！

——免费的包装很给力！有一种抽风的感觉~~~

昨天吃东西吃到吐，老天爷在提醒我：少吃点！

Earlier to say, earlier to relax.